Theres this guy, of course. There is always a guy. His name is Nick, I wont use his last name for known reasons. He added me on facebook...how original. We started talking to eachother and we got along famously. Im "Friends" with some of his "Friends". Mostly because I use to go to the same school as him but I never noticed him. He is cute, he was nice the first and 2nd time we talked. But on the 22nd.......He was a idiotic pig. I know his ex girlfriend and I made a group chat with her, nick, My best friend Sophia and me. They started talking and he asked her out to dinner when we were going to meet eachother at the park by this place. She said yes, and yes I may of gotten a little jealous but I didn't act on it. Im usaully a nice girl, I was raised to be polite and nice. So then when I was about to log off I ask him "See you tomorrow?". Few minutes later he says "Probably not" then his girlfriend messaged me saying "Nick made plans with his homies to go skateboarding he is sorry. You know he is a guy. Bro's before hoes" So I read it about.......1000000 times until it sinks in. He says sorry I say whatever and then he says not to be mad and I say Im slightly irritated but I will get over it. He then says thanks and I just post a face " ._. " and not another word was said. Think thats it? Not even. Heather, his ex girlfriend then messages me saying the stupidest thing ever.
"Can you please stop treating nick like shit and leave me out of your conversations?"
I start laughing and message her back. I was going to say somthing snarky but didn't I simply say I didn't then she apoligises and thats it. Nothing more. But earlier that day I get a message from my so called friend Crystal. She says "Nigha loves you and so does Steven" (Nigha is a guy for the record and so is steven).
I say no way and she replies. "Nigha actually thinks your ugly. Jkjkjkjkjk" Im suddenly mad.
"Scratch that Nigha thinks your fat and ugly. and steven thinks your fat" I have the biggest urge to slap her and throw my computer at the wall but I dont. Crystal is the biggest bitch in the world and Im only her so called "FRIEND" because I THOUGHT she was cool, and doesn't everyone want to fit in with the cool crowd? HA not even. She then logs off and I start crying. The reason why is because I have been called fat and ugly my whole life but this hasn't happened for 2 years and I was finally happy with my body. But no, ooohhh no. Someone always makes fun of you thats just how the world spins around. I suppose that is it.....For today.
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